So, many have mentioned that I have been very emotional lately.

No one to blame but my nature of being easily influenced by my *ahem* hormones.

Furthermore, I will only blog when I have the time to sit down. And usually when I have the time to sit down, I would think a lot. Mostly unnecessary things that will make me emo but that's me.

I am emo now but I shall pick the happier parts to blog about because I don't want to look back in 10 years time only to see a blog filled with emo and depressing entries because I have happy moments in my life as well.

It's funny how we would enjoy the happy moments and forget to jot them down but I believe, most moments whether happy or sad will be stored in our memories forever. In my case, I don't know for how long since I have limited memory space.

But I guess it would be good to write happy moments somewhere and someday when I'm older and hopefully not so wrinkly, I can look back and read about the happy moments to refresh my slightly-tarnished memory on the good times.

So yes, tonight was a good night. Had dinner with the girls at Ninja Jones to celebrate Zia's 24th. Well, sort of a celebratory dinner. The pumpkin pudding there was awesome possum. Joked and laughed quite a bit which was fun, relaxing and not taxing at all.

Recently, certain people and certain events have been really taxing for me. Caring too much about what others think and feel is tiring at times. Too tiring. The fact that I have been having sleepless nights due to my nagging cough for two whole weeks does not help at all.

Somehow I have a feeling this entry is going to lead back to me emo-blabbing again but it's alright cause it's my blog and I rant if I want to.

Anyhoo, mom's away in Taiwan for holiday which is making me feel holiday-sick. Is there even such a term? Yes, I feel like going for a holiday. Doesn't have to be far. Just away from here. That would be good.

Will be heading to Sabah this weekend. Can't wait to feast on the cheap and fresh seafood I've heard all about. Then again, work awaits there. Oh well.

I should be going to bed as I have to wake up in approximately 6 hours time for work but my cough mixture is not doing me any good and the fact that I have something lingering in my mind and at the same time, it's draining me emotionally, does not help much.

Think happy thoughts.

Pumpkin pudding =)

Ooh, lesson learnt for the night: Never ever remove avocado seeds with a knife... not that I would anyway. Reason being: my brother bravely attempted to remove one with a knife and managed to stab his finger and had to get 6 stitches.

Ouch.

On a random note, I have successfully collected 8 stickers for the Guardian Big Headz thingy.

I really want the Hippo! It's so cute I want to squeeze it to death.

But I have 32 more to go...

o.O

Anyway, what someone said was right. I'd have to make a choice.

Whether to wait and know for sure or not to wait and have myself wondering 'what if?' for the rest of my life.

Question is... is it worth the wait?

Because I know damn sure I will not get my answer now.

So how?

And also, what someone else said is right. Even though we didn't notice it ourselves but that doesn't mean it's not true.

Sucks that... that someone is right.

Rawr. Off to bed. Goodnight world.